I now wish to live at a lonesome place,
With none to converse, none to communicate.
I would build a house without a door or wall,
There wouldn't be a neighbour, there wouldn't be a watch.
If I fall sick, none should come to tend,
And none to mourn if I fall dead.
To have met my friend was not my fate,
A longer life'd have entailed a longer wait.
There is little difference in life and death when we are in love,
The same one sustains our life for whom we wish to die for.
How they say one moment is enough to change a dream, a person or a life. It's so ironic how long it takes to build anything solid, something with a meaning, a purpose and how it takes just a moment to destroy it. One moment in time. Hardly seems fair but life seems to have stopped being fair quite sometime ago so why the same pain every time. It's quite sad how we never realize the consequences of our actions, how blinded we are. Life was about living in the moment, the realisation that it should not came at quite high a price. But despite what has happend, I still believe in us, always have, always will, that what we had we still do. This happend because of us and I know it was you who paid with nineteen years, something I'll always regret, I can never be quite sorry enough for what this has taken from you. I know you have to take your time, I'll wait patiently as you once did. In the end despite how this has changed you and me in different ways, one thing remains the same, us. I know we are strong enough. You're still my dream and my reality.
