At the end.

The hand that caresses is my hand. The fingers are mine. My actions express my meanings better than words. My heart is in my hands. Or. This is my very soul. Sometimes, this is my entire life. You are. You know that, because this is the way it turned out to be, because this is the way you were written to me. Not here by me but up there.

But I remember a lot of things, they've become like pictures, a little blurred they might be but stored with me, where they can't be forgotten but I don't know what to tell myself or you. There are so many things which are meant to be said but they've only made it till my lips and not out. Listen to them someday when you can make the time. Things about whatever was...

Do you ever worry about the distance? I believe in love, not distance and love doesn't mean possesion. Two people can be right next to each other and not be able to make it work. But you know we will. I didn't plan on this, neither did you, but it happend and I feel like the luckiest man because of it, because of you. I know I'm not young anymore and I don't feel like I have the right to be naive because of that. Sometimes I get told it'll be difficult and why make life harder than it already is? But the fact is, looking forward to you, life can't get any easier.

I know one day, maybe years from now, when we both are old, irrespective of whether we're together or not, I would like to ask you this question, are you happy. It would matter, I don't know why even though it should be obvious. I hope your answer would be yes because my answer would depend on that.

I'm taking a big chance I know, I'm not scared. There's so much to lose but even more to gain. I can think about what's the worst that can happen but I could also think about what's the best and quite frankly even the worst would be one of the best things that ever happend to me so I trust and hope that when I ask that question you wouldn't need to think too hard because all you would need to do is remember this amazing journey we seem to be going on and know that we made it.