These days I don’t know what is wrong, I seem to be living in a dream world, I have always I know lived in my own world but these days I just seem to day dream a lot, looking back on how things were and how they are know, sometimes wishing I was back there and then.
I think the thing which is bothering me the most is that I have a dream. Sometimes I wish I did not have a dream, it would make life so much easier to handle because if you have a dream then you just can’t sit back and let go of that dream without even trying, that’s what seems to be happening to me, I don’t want to let go of my dream, I might not be so confident about achieving it as I was earlier but I still think I should give it a shot, that’s what I want to do and be most happy doing. I am sick of living a life where I am always doing things I don’t want to do and making the most of it, I don’t want this phase I am going through to become my life.
I am going to be 22 this November and I just think that it now or never, I want to finish my degree and go give my dream a shot, in life you never know what might happen and I don’t want to be 40 and living a mediocre life and wishing to turn time back, I don’t want to have any regrets and think if only I had given it a shot. There are so many things I want to do in my life, so many places I want to be, so many experiences to live, to feel life, not just let it all go by in a flash as life is now.
