24th June ’05 Sydney
6.34am
It’s Friday morning, I had exams on for the past week and I woke up at 4.30 after going to bed, accidentally I might add, last night at 9, accidentally in the sense that I had not planned on sleeping but just was lying in bed and trying to feel a little bit warmer as it was freezing last night. I have been really tired lately as I have not been getting any sleep.
I just finished speaking to sahil, again accidentally in the sense that we had not finished the conversation and my phone ran out of credit, he is at the airport just waiting to board to go back to India, will miss not having him around for a while. Last night I was supposed to go and meet chacha and chachi because they are leaving this morning as well but it was impossible to go as my head was pounding from lack of sleep, I didn’t get to see sahil as well.
Ayesha is going back as well on the fourth of July, I will try and go this weekend and see zara and her as well, spend some time with them. I’m going to find out the ticket prices today and see what the fair to Singapore is and when can I get the earliest one, maybe I will be leaving with ayesha on the fourth, that would be fun but it would be a waste of nearly 10 days here after I finish my last exam on Monday.
The holidays are nearly here for me, everyone is going back to India, I want to go to India as well but I cannot, I want to see sister but I cannot, I just hope that she is doing well and her health is fine, I know she misses me a lot and I miss her a lot too, she is one of the major reasons along with papa that I do go back to India, but I don’t think I can go to India before late November. I will be really happy if I at least get to go to Singapore, go and see Mama, Rhea and Shiva.
The worst case scenario would be that this lady cannot come to a decision soon enough and I am stuck here for my winter holidays. I really do need a break and see my family again, it hasn’t been a very good three months.
